it's October now

sometimes life does this freaky thing where it turns you upside-down.  i can't believe that i haven't posted in practically four months.  and where my life has seemed to stop on the blog, in reality i have been constantly dealing with new experiences and i've learned that one moment can change how you live your life forever.  so in the next few weeks we are going to have a series of heart-to-hearts to just catch everyone up ( including myself ) on what has been going on with me and maybe, just maybe we have been going through the same things.